Showing posts with label chocolate. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chocolate. Show all posts

Friday, January 2, 2015

Chronicles of Naveen the Chocoholic

If my name didn’t mean “unique/new” it would most certainly have meant chocoholic. All my life I have consumed chocolate in some shape or form every day or at least every other day –  I mean chocolate in all forms: chocolate bars, chocolate cake, hot chocolate, cold chocolate milk, chocolate mocha, chocolate ice cream, M&M’s and the biggest culprit – Nutella. Confession time! I can easily consume jars and jars of Nutella within a week’s time. It’s an addiction no different than smoking or drinking. I have looked up solutions online including chocolate patches and mental therapeutic techniques. Nothing worked. In fairness, I only read up on them and was most likely consuming chocolate while I read them so they didn’t resonate. So here’s my resolution for 2015: Project Fuck You Chocolate!

I went cold turkey on chocolate just over a week ago. The first few days were torture and all I could do was think of chocolate. Do you know how hard it is to leave behind a full cup of delicious warme Chocomel - Dutch hot chocolate - at a waterfront restaurant and walk away? (my niece changed her mind after ordering it) The old Naveen would NEVER let that happen.

On Day 4, I found myself at a lovely English style cafĂ© in the city of Nijmegen. I asked the waiter for the wireless password. It was “Chocolate”. The universe was testing me.

I also received a Christmas present during my first week – an adorable ice cream glass bowl and spoon set which was intended for chocolate ice cream no doubt. Sigh.

On Day 6 I was feeling confident that I may have tricked my pallet into believing it no longer craved chocolate.

Today in my second week of going cold turkey, chocolate is very much on my mind again. All the Nutella jars of the world are judging me. Sadly, as with any addict, the word ‘moderation’ does not exist in my vocabulary. Having a little taste means falling off the wagon and so I shall continue to take it a minute, an hour and a day at a time until three decades of chocolate love are behind me.